todae was such a long day . reached home only at 7.30pm due to art club and dinner with elvina . lessons was nothing as usual . but sharon tan wanted us to hand in a poster by wednesday .

watched the documentary on half man half tree . i juz leave my work on the table and rushed to the room and started watching . i nearly forgot abt it . the man named dede . his hands and legs have something which looks like roots growing on them . and he said tt it's heavy . his body and face has warts all over . it somehow looks those things which grow on the tree trunk . DR kaspari offered to help him to find out wad is the cause of the disease and all tt . he didnt seems to be disgusted by those things . quite a good doctor . he did a research and found out dede's body has very very weak immune system , maybe that's why such things will keep growing on him . he has 2 children . his wife leave him becoz of his disease . he have to earn money by working in a "circus" . the workers of the circus is made up of weird-looking ppl . one hav a very very big nose , the other has bubbles growing everywhere on his body , his face . still got some , but i forgot .

the most gross part of the show was they showed doctor kaspari cutting off some warts from dede's body to test all tt . he juz used a knife-like thing to cut off . and of coz , he did inject dede to make him felt numb .

suddenly the whole show juz link to the other case . but in the case , there was a man whose hands are growing with warts also . and same as dede , he cant grip . he went for an operation . and the process of the operation was being showed in the tv . those doctors cut off his hands' skin . this part was very gross also . and to replace the skin cut off , the doctors shave off his thigh skin . the tool is something like those use to shave off sheep's wools . and they really shave off his skin like shaving off wools .

my mum passed me half of the orange when i was watching tt documentary . but after eating one slice , i gave back her the rest . u wont hav the appetite to eat . i kept getting goosebumps and also , yee-ing . hahaha . but i find tt they really very kelian , hav to live with those things growing on their body .

林宥嘉-我爱的人
作词：施人诚
作曲：周杰伦
编曲：吴庆隆

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说“我们”
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说“我们”
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
每当听见她或他说“我们”
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

this is quite a old song . but i think it's nice .

stayed back in sch for amaths SSP . tt ms lee took over and went thru with us those amaths holiday homework questions . most of us were not listening and she's pek chek with us . scolded us , but the noise level went up again .

met kaixin after SSP as i've promised her to walk with her to interchange , but leechin came along after tt so we went to eat lunch 1st . was having a fun time chatting with them . but suddenly kaixin asked leechin abt the sweets she gave us which she brought back from shenyang . from then i know tt some of the sweets inside are made of beef !! i was so shocked . kaixin said tt it's very obvious tt is beef , but i nv ever try beef before so i dunno the taste .

the sweet looks like sour plum and abit like chilli . so i put it into my mouth and spit it out almost immediately . it taste disgusting . i nv touch the same type of sweets again . it's still in my fridge .

that was the 1st time i taste beef unknowingly . and i will nv ever try it again . lols .

took the same bus as leechin and went home ...

my olevel chinese oral is on 8th July . a tuesday . chinese teacher juz go thru some techniques with us and did some funny examples .

time seems to pass very slow todae .

and i seriously thinks tt toby is a b!tch . maybe her name alr show tt she's bias . against those very good students in terms of academic .

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but physics maybe got a chance to be with kaixin .

for chem , i'm still in mrs ong class , but many people change , dont feel right .

went mac for lunch with kaixin alicia elvina nisa leechin tanyun felicia and charlene . on the way back , i was playing with elvina big pin . clip it onto my finger and shake front and back . kaixin was toking to alicia , suddenly she knocked onto me and the pin dropped into the drain . lols . dunno why we kept laughing . sorry elvina for dropping your pin into the drain . haha !

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i was cheated by kaixin to go interchange to take bus with them . i wanted to take the same 105 with leechin and tanyun . but she bluff me tt both of them went for tuition , and i believe her . argh !

i'm tired now . muz sleep early tonight ...

1 more min to 23/6 . in another 6 hrs and 11 min , i hav to wake up and go sch . the 'wonderful' school . i cant predict wad's going to happen in sch , but i know i will definitely not like it . i think i relax myself to the fullest , and it will be hard to get back to the mood to study bah .


i'll miss waking up at 11am-12pm-1pm .

i still left chem worksheet . consider halfway through bah . 14/36 . it's hard . i felt like sleeping once i started doing . wonder how am i going to finish the remaining 22 questions .


tmr is the last day i can wake up late and todae is the last day i can sleep late ...

let everything be hidden behind the clouds

i'm halfway thru my chinese compo/story .. can finish by tmr .
but , it's like quite long .

& yeah ... tt's all for todae .

where's my thumb drive ?! argh !!

the clear blue sky

time passes fast..

6 more days to sch reopen ...

went to the computer fair with parents and bro . damn tiring . regretted going ... walked so many rounds dunno for wad . and alot of ppl squeezing . wanted to buy CPU , but no stock le . so nv buy . waste my time ...

after that went to a restaurant and eat lunch-cum-dinner . thats all .

i finish 1 novel within 1 day !

continous reading throughout the whole afternoon and abit at night to finish it . so yesterday , i was juz reading my book and doing nothing else . i also completed the book review todae .

muz try to finish all hw asap le . 9 more days to sch reopen ...

it's thursday ... ...
sch gonna reopen in 8 more days ... ...
nothing good gonna happen ... ...

Maths jokes which my friend shown me:
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it's raining now & the sky is very red . but it's nice . it's so windy tt de window will auto close .

this was the 2nd time i forgot to take the keys from the hole after opening the door . i really totally forgot abt it . kena "scolded" for that . the 1st time i forgot was after sch , i came home , open the door and i leave the keys there . for both of the time , i was alone at home . stm till a very bad state ... haha XP .

dunno why am i sleeping very late this few days (3am). i cant fall asleep ! lie on bed for 1+ till 3+ den fall asleep ...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ....................................

went to kaixin's hse todae . to do hw . haha .

her hse damn big and nice !

completed amaths and emaths journal . did some chem too . at least it's not as bored as staying at home . hee =)

i still got no inspiration on wad to write for chinese compo . zzz .

wake up at 9+am todae . 1st time wake up so early during holidays . actually was waken up by the renovation sound upstairs . damn annoying and frustrating . tonight shall prepare a earpiece , put beside me , incase the next morning too noisy can listen to song and sleep . xP

i told myself to do 读后感 todae . but .. dont feel like doing it . shall postpone it . hahaha .

there's not a single day tt u're not bored --by kaixin .
it's true . i'm bored every single day . wahaha !

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juz some funny things . bored ? go read =)

i find tt not many ppl hav the font i using for my blog .

再多两个星期就开学了。感觉时间过得好快。今年开始，因为种种的原因，我好讨厌去学校。在学校时，只希望快点下课，而常常会感到一种莫名其妙的压迫感。

我好像很久没真正的开心起来了。。。

在书时期已经这样了，出了社会后，应该会更糟吧。。。

now is juz nice 2.30am . and I HAVEN SLEEP ! =)

SHOCK-EST NEWS EVER:
kaixin actually wanted to go out . LOL . quite surprise tt she will say so . should be she nv see me for too long , tt's why miss me so much (juz joking . haha) . the number of times we went out together could be counted using one hand (from sec1 till now) . we want to watch tt dunno wad zohan movie . haha . it seems funny . (but haven started showing yet . so sad =( )

my sis and my bro , together with my grandmother will be gg back to malaysia early in the morning . for a few days only . so during this few days , i will be alone at home with my mum i think . hav the computers to myself . can 尝尝做独生女的滋味。=) but i guess i will still be very bored ...

在这现实社会里，每个人只会顾好自己，根本没有多余的时间或精力去管别人的事。活得越久，只会让人看清跟多的人和事。

去年，某人对我说:“不管你们现在有多好，所写的东西有多动人，多好听, 到头来，还是会变。”我原本不相信，但慢慢的，我开始接受也了解这句话。我有一股冲动想把那些东西给丢掉，因为它们已失去原有的意义。

我懂了。。。

todae finally finishing watching sky of love .

& i nv cry ok ! hahaha . i told *you* tt i dont need tissue de . =D

3E5 class bbq yesterday .

i was wondering whether to go or not before tt . but in the end , still went .

meet charlene and people @ 4pm opposite zhonghua and took 58 and 403 to pasir ris park . only reached there at 6pm . went down into the sea at around knee level . jia hao and zhongyin were playing with their soccer ball and jiahao juz happened to kick it into the sea . jiahao called zhongyin to retrieve the $52 soccer ball and claimed tt he did not know how to swim . hahaha . fake de , coz in the end they went to retrieve the ball together .

charlene and rented a double seats bike after that but we nv get to ride alot on it . it's juz like for travelling use .

night time:
after eating the bbq food , charlene and i went to sit at the rock . ( use to break water tt thing , but dunno wad izzit called ) the night view of the sea is so peaceful .. but after that , i went to the playground with dickson and ivan . we climbed almost everything there and our hands hurt . we also competed in who swing higher when playing the swing ( not to mention who win ). got to fall from the wheel (this sounds so honoured . zzz) , quite surprising tt there wasnt any injuries , juz tt clothing became dirty . i love sitting at the top of the spider web , but after climbing up and sitting there for not long with both of them , we have to go back and clear the things as it was getting late .

went back to the pit , nv clear anything and went back to the playground again . this time with more ppl .

reached home at 11.59pm . slept at 1+ gg 2 am ( waiting for my hair to dry ) and i only woke up at 12+ gg 1 pm =)