Broke

I'm very broke now ! I'm only left with 0.70 cents in my bank account and that's pathetic . I have to get my sis to transfer $10 into my account in order to top up my bus card . Luckily I still have a $50 note in my wallet and that should last me till next week , hopefully .

I want a new camera , quite badly . My current camera is quite outdated . So , I've started saving up some money to buy the things I want ... since last month . I've decided to save $50 a month . BUT , the bad news is , my sis's birthday is coming up , in September . The money that I've saved till then will be used to buy her 21st birthday present and my savings will be back to zero again . SAD LIFE ~

I can't wait for exams to end . So that I can start working and earn more money .

Let me list out the things I want to buy:

• A lot more OPI nail polish


I've added 2 more bottles of OPI nail polish into my collection recently . My sis's friend is going to USA and I'm probably getting my sis to ask her friend to buy from there if it's cheap .


• Camera

I've told my sister about this and she suggested each of us pay half for the camera

This is the camera (Canon S95) she wanted to get , but it's the same as Junxing's one . I don't wanna get the same camera as him . So we are waiting for better cameras to be out and available in the market .


• External Hard disk

I need to get an external hard disk to back up the stuff I saved in my laptop in case it crashes . Most importantly , I need to back up the songs and pictures . Pictures are the most important as they are memories that I would never get back . I have over hundreds of songs (or maybe near a thousand now)in my laptop , I don't wanna lose them either .

• Mobile phone

I'm so sick of the LG phone that I'm currently holding onto now . The games are not fun at all and it's super inconvenient for me to reply my aunt's messages in Chinese . I'm waiting for my dad's mobile phone contract to expire (Jan 2012) and I will re-contract his mobile phone plan to get a phone for myself . I will probably be getting the new iphone .

I have a nice plan in mind: Get $100 voucher from Starhub, for the remaining amount , my sis and my parents will pay half each . I would tell my sis the amount she's paying for will be my 18th and 19th years old birthday presents . She still owes me my 18th years old birthday present ! As for my parents , I would tell them that it's my 19th years old birthday present in advance , and I need rewards for good results . HAHAHAHA . I can imagine what my mum's reaction will be when I tell them this in the near future .

For now , my "to-buy" list is only this long . I excluded clothes and shoes from this list as I will never think that clothes and shoes are enough for me no matter how many I've bought .

After exams , I will start to do a banner for my sis's birthday . She wants me to do it for her . I don't mind doing it although it will be a little troublesome . I just like to do simple art-related stuff once in awhile . That's when I can think about colours and designs and let my creativity juice flows .

Photo Shoot

Went back school early in the morning for photo shoot . I woke up at 8.50am to do my make-up but in the end , the make-up artist in school helped me to put again . Shouldn't have spend such a long time at home to put make-up , if not I could sleep longer .

I didn't like how the make-up artist did the make-up . It was sooooo thick and the blusher was so red . The hairstylist didn't know how to style my hair , so she just spray some smelly spray on my hair . After taking the photo , I used tissue to remove the blusher and only took some photos after that .



While waiting for the bus, we took some more

Fun day

Have a fun-filled day at East Coast Park with WendyC WendyK Chewyan Yanseng Joshua and Zhengtat. That was the first picnic we had after saying, "we should go picnic somedays" for a very long time .

We planned this picnic as a birthday celebration in advance for Wendy Chin .

I woke up at 7am and Chewyan came down to Toa Payoh to help me prepare food . She reached at about 9.30am. We went ang mo supermarket to buy all the ingredients we need and started preparing once we reached home .

The sandwiches we made were kinda ... okay ... if you don't open up and look at the shape of the eggs inside . We toasted the fish balls and sausages, bought the cake, packed the jelly and rushed out of the house to meet yanseng at the interchange . Because we were rushing , first we forgot to bring monopoly deal , second we forgot to bring poker card . So in the end we went up twice after leaving the house to take the stuff .

We took bus 31 to Parkway Parade and the bus ride was about 35 mins long . The bus ride feels very short as we were chatting throughout the journey . After finding a place to sit at ECP , we waited for an hour before the rest came . The picnic officially started and ended very soon also because everyone was full .

We went cycle after that . First time cycling after a long long time , but cycling for 2 hours consecutively was very tiring . Although it's tiring , I could feel a sense of satisfaction cos at least I did some form of exercise this week .

We rested for awhile , ate the food , and then went home ...

Totally agree

人在最悲痛、最恐慌的时候，并没有眼泪，眼泪永远都是流在故事的​结尾，流在一切结束的时候！

Had my last presentation of the sem today. The E-portfolio presentation . It wasn't too bad I guess. Pass-able , hopefully .

Went to dye my hair today and the colour turned out to be too dark , not the one I like and expected it to be .

It's the ghost festival now , but I don't have any feelings for it . I remembered that I was still feeling abit scared during the ghost festival last year . Not really scared , but I would tend to imagine abit more . But now , it just feels like normal days to me . It's probably due to my aunt's death .

There was this period after my aunt's death , I was hoping that I could see her , to ask her if she's doing well . I was thinking that her appearance might give me a scare , but I'm not afraid of her .

Writing this just reminded me that wounds are still new , so I should stop here .